Wednesday, December 17, 2008

In the clouds....

This year has been....eventful, to say the least. There have been so many ups and so many downs. It seems that my head just hasn't been in the right place this entire year. I have been doing so many things that I shouldn't. well not so much lately, I should have said I did so many things that I shouldn't have been doing. Making bad decisions on many things, such as friends, the ones I keep close and the ones I push away or let fall away. I seem to always be blogging about friends, but they are a big part of my life, especially over this past year. There are a few people that I don't talk to anymore, and am not friends with anymore, that for some reason or another either I decided not to be or they did, but some I regret and miss, thinking back, they were excellent friends. I also didn't spend my free time very wisely. This year especially, it seemed that I would go out and party every weekend, and be hanging out with friends until 11 or so on week nights instead of spending my time doing homework, studying, looking for a job and trying to graduate and figuring out what I'm doing after I do. Like I said, my head hasn't been in the right place at all this year....

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